God's Tears

      Have you ever been in a worship setting or listened to a message that just caught your mind so strong that your throat starts to get tight. You feel like you cant breathe. You want to cry but you are afraid of what others will think. That's the kind of power God has. If you've ever had that feeling you know what I'm talking about. The first time i really gave my life to christ i was into drugs. I was messing around with alcohol. You name it i was probably around it. I went to a youth conference though that the message i received allowed me to feel that feeling. God presence was so strong that i could do nothing but cry. When i say i cry i'm not talking about the little tear hear tear there time deal. I was weeping like a baby. I had that throat tension feeling. I had that 'cant breath' feeling. That night i had saw something that i had never seen before. I saw a man that i had never seen before. That mans name was Jesus Christ!! Let me tell you a secret that have come to learn. When you have that feeling. When God's presence is so strong that you cant bear it don't be afraid to cry. If you are worried about what the people around you think....DONT BE!! If you are in God's presence who cares what other think! For all that you know the person right beside you may have the same feeling! The tears of God that flow through you in his presence aren't a sign of weakness but the beginning of newer and better things to come. Don't be afraid to cry.